
Molly Pitcher - 5 "LEBENSLAUF" OF JOHANN CHRISTIAN GUTJAHR Of his younger years, he wrote the following: "I was born in the year 1714 on October 15 in Merseburg, Sachsen [Saxony], and brought up in the Lutheran faith. My dear parents brought me up carefully and saw to it that their children attended church and school regularly, and also at home never ceased to pray and sing with us and this made a good impression on me. May the Lord reward them in eternity. When I was 14 years old I went to Holy Communion and in my heart for the first time it was as a verse says; 'Both joy and trembling go through me.'" So far for this writing. About the year 1738 he came to this country and served as an Indentured servant first in Philadelphia and Wilmington and moved after that to Lancaster where he, in 1740, carried on his profession of hatmaker and also married the present widow, Margaretha [Roesner]. This marriage was blest with 12 children - 5 sons and 7 daughters, three of whom at last report preceded their father in death. His heart's desire for his children was this: "I wish with all my heart that all of my children and grandchildren would turn with their whole hearts to the Savior and be converted. He bought them so dearly and I pray daily that the Savior would give them no rest until they turn to Him, join the church and share in His grace. I will never stop in bringing them before the Savior in prayer. 'Nothing is so rigid and hard but Jesus can make it gentle and soft.'". Our dear brother was, according to his own witness, truly awakened and concerned about his salvation through the preaching of Bro. Nyberg in Lancaster. He, along with his wife, and at their request, were admitted to the Brethren's Church on December 16, 1753 and went to Holy Communion in 1757. This was always very important to him as he said: "It is something unspeakably wonderful to enjoy the Savior's blood and body." In 1759 they moved from Lancaster to Warwick Township to a plantation near Lititz and there joined the Lititz congregation. He spoke of the mercy of the Savior experienced from his youth on and. expressed it thus; "I cannot thank my Savior enough for the grace and mercy He has shown to me from my youth on, both spiritually and materially. For this I give Him praise and thanks. I think often; Dear Savior, I can never thank you enough for what you have done for me, soul and body, let me as a poor, sick soul ever see your wounds." "My sole ground of faith is Jesus' death and sacrifice. I have found the foundation of my faith that holds my anchor ever, where else but in Jesus' wounds. There He lay before all worlds began, the foundation that stands forever, when heaven and earth no longer remain. On this foundation I stand until I go to my dear Savior. To think of Jesus brings joy and warmth beyond measure, and sweet as honey is His presence. Nothing rather would my tongue sing than my dear Christ, nothing rather my ears hear, nothing is sweeter to my heart than Christ. Dear Jesus, your love is sweet if I let it sink deep into my heart. Thousand, thousand, times my heart seeks you, how precious you are is known to me. My hope is set on you, O Savior of the world. And when I come to the Savior, I won't think of goodness and piousness, but here comes a sinner who has been redeemed. I wait with longing until He takes me to heaven." We can witness to the fact that our departed Brother spoke unfailingly of the Savior's grace and mercy not only when he was in good health, but also in the weakness and pain of his last illness; it was a pleasure to be near him and to hear of God's mercy. One could see in him what a blessing it was that his healthier days he knew the Lord. Often he cried out; "Come soon, Lord Jesus, and take me to you." This wish was fulfilled on the morning or February 12 at five o'clock, when he softly fell asleep with his family present. He had reached an age of 76 years and 4 months less 3 days. [Translated from the Lititz Diary of 1791, the Moravian Archives, Bethlehem, Pa. Some punctuation supplied.] |